[Notes on Wasted Land]
Then spoke the thunder that you feared
the sound rolled over old paved stone to the surface
today I multiply the vibration and let you have silence.
My heart tears (makes holes in the sphere)
ribbons from bare pear branches
war is here
what color is war
poison beauty breath
not found, not remembered
publicly ditch angel, personal slant.
Thinking of the key confirms a prison.
Here, papered poem, paper delusions
water adjusts the bank
the bridge is broken
the bridge has not been built yet.
Decide who the hero is to know who will survive.
Rasputin
Who's who in the night
scared men in the front light
trust their gut like grandma's kisses.
We will return in a ship on fire
waiving every flag at once into the harbor.
Winter eyes, cold and early dark
droplets made stained glass air
to twist and turn in rooms
too cold then too hot.
She is seen in error or barely at all.
Bring the blood moon, the blue moon, the farmer’s moon
we march on water’s time, test each theory of death
and prove everyone else is wrong.
[A Style of Writing]
After boys become some kind of man
we won't be there again, even
learning to drink less and wake early
when their wives and kids need them.
The door is broken, the home is not
as we begin to compare our splinters
before our squinting eyes.
Sun is the moon, my eyes are broken, my tears are broken.
Warships anchor in unison like geese’s triangular edge.
I was somewhere else the other day writing in the dark
back against the wall by the door, a bedroom in the Mission
one window with a view of the neighbors' blinds.