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January 17, 2014 Poetry

2 Poems

J. Scott Bugher

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I met the man in control of this vending machine gig for my eight-week review and was told I might get a break down the road. He believed I had the promise and potential to work my way up to safer routes and, after a year maybe, wind up in an office like his: an antique drop ceiling covered in brown water stains, a forty-watt bulb hanging from wire above the desk, cinderblock walls decorated with a candy bar calendar surrounded by snapshots of the man wearing a cheap suit at a snack food convention. It was hot, and it was humid, and it was all there for my promise and potential. He asked how I felt about the idea and I told him the job might call for some Vaseline. Then, in the quiet room, the light bulb swayed between us with an unsteady tremble like a tired ceiling fan running full speed.


Every winter I send a tape recording
to the ballpark and tell myself:
this will be my final go.

A fifty-year-old trying for this gig
twenty years. By now I should be
announcing the lineup, calling the shots
but it's been only decades of temp jobs:
telephones, envelopes, filing cabinets.

Each passing year my fight for
a toehold grows more and more 
like a catcher's mitt after a doubleheader.

Without doubt they laugh
as they listen to my voice on tape
I can't pronounce Villavicencio,
the beaming star of minor league baseball,
or maybe they laugh at that time
I made a mistake mailing them a blank cassette.

My temp agent called the other day with
a new assignment, telling me
to have a clean and pressed suit for the job.
I'm not sure why I bothered with the drycleaners.
It's not like I've ever had the chance to make the run
to steal and slide into second base.


image: Andromeda Veach