7 AM IN AN UBER DRIVING AWAY FROM GREENPOINT
Let’s call it quits right now
Don’t want to see this body wasted
So before I leave
I want you to taste it
I imagine you in your silent hours
Still reeling from a storm like me
I get insecure when you say things like
I was born when you were 15
PURPLE
I think purple is my color
Last night you watched me slip it on
While I danced round the room
To your favorite Manson song
You play a dangerous game my friend
With your hands around my neck
Feels like I’m sleeping with a shark
There’s no heaven or hell after dark
You smell like my favorite cigs
Pretty smile and yellow teeth
I want to fall into your chest and give up
But it won’t be, you won’t let me
BORED WITHOUT YOU
oh god i wanna pop a pill
nothing’s happening
this is the perfect time
i feel so cool
i wanna have it so bad
that feeling of nothing
what’s happening
nothing
and that’s why i want the pill in my desk
i could do it
but i made a promise
to your hurt little soul
i made a promise to my own
i hate this
i love you
i have a commitment
but best believe next week
it will be on my tongue
LET’S BE FRIENDS
Let’s be friends
But first take off your clothes
I’m heaven for men who don’t know who they are
Good for a fuck
Good for lunch
Good for when you miss her
Cuz I am such a good listener
With my lips around your dick
Let’s be friends
Let’s be friends
Let’s be friends
Let’s be friends
Let’s be friends
Let’s be friends
I’m sick of quiet storms that die before anyone wakes
PHOENIX
I think of you and her
And me
Us three
The thought of you still wanting me
While your heart belongs elsewhere
It turns me on
Maybe it’s just my ego being stroked
But I bet you wouldn’t say no
I know you wouldn’t say no
NO EXIT PLAN
I’m in the business of letting things happen
When will I ever get to choose
Letting the fire burn till it fizzles out
Or just let it consume
Tryna find the words to set you loose
I’m dead on arrival
That’s my first mistake
The girl is working hard but gives no rates
So long
So long
This feeling is so long
So long
So long
We’ve been doing this for so long
My stomach is turning
I have no off switch
Rough sex and wet kisses
Fabric sewn by a thin stitch
Oh I’ve never been crafty, I’m just a careless bitch
So long
So long
This feeling is so long
So long
So long
We’ve been doing this for so long
Is this eternity?
I look back and I’m the fool
I look back and I’m the bulldozer
That crushed you
But at least I looked back
OOPS
tears fall where they may
my sweet december psycho
i fell in love
when i sang with you
why did you ask me to go on that ride?
family and friends,
we are gathered here today
to mourn the loss of a boxer
she was knocked out by submission
fucking naked in the kitchen
