conjurer
washing the wound
in beer and poetry
when I hiked today I conjured
the word HEALING
similar to words I conjure
while cumming
I need all the help
the universe has to offer
I was dumb
even when I never fully believed
this lack
saves me now
you can’t feel this
you never could
when I drift up in you
I hope it’s with static
& black
conjurer
the spells I make
(lips swollen
hard
bruised silk
thighs tense)
hurtle, become
more complex
(cumming, the silent chant
erupts)
I'm not even trying
(you can ruminate someone
right out of existence)
not even trying
